i have been super lazy updating my own blog due to couple of reasons:
- been busy at work as usual due to some EOL activity as we are closing. the closer we get to the lights off, the more we are swamped with tons of loads - whoaahhh!
- yaya dilemma - this is not resolve yet, our second yaya has made us php16k poorer on the telephone bill last month, by the time we've found out she's gone! she was replaced by her sister to at least pay the bills in exchange of her service, but we can't really depend on her, we are always uncertain whether she will show up for the day or not as she is not staying with us. most of the time she's not, hence papa bear is always absent on his work, it is so annoying. we are trying to find one, but to no avail.
- finances - with the current global crisis, we are on crunch time - most of the companies are imposing mandatory time off, hence papa bear was also impacted by the policy "no work, no pay" he had used all his remaining leaves for this quarter, thus ending up with a tight budget to spend with vs the increasing bills, phone, electricity, lpg, internet, grocery stuff etc... hai...i know we can survive, konting higpit lang ng sinturon.. everything will be fine with us.
but i can say life is good still, i have been blessed with all of the good stuff, family is healthy, i am surrounded by good friends, baby bear is doing great at school, she's 3rd honor in the class. i have so many things to be thankful to, God is continually blessings us with all of these, sorry Lord if sometimes i am not seeing what i have instead i'm looking on what i don't have... this is one weakness i have to overcome.
for all my friends out there, pls help us pray find a better nanny, at least better than what we have right now.
