i must apologize that I have not been very good at keeping my blog up to date for the last while. our baby boy, Justin Joseph, arrived safe and sound on July 5th (yes, it was 3 months ago!) and life has never been the same since.
having two kids is rather chaotic but also the greatest JOY, though i've been through a lot due to post partum blues (suffered level 2 depression). my emotions has been a roller coaster ride after i gave birth, maybe because i was too hard on myself, felt too tired and too weak to take care of my family. the lack of sleep and my son's frequent crying at night eats up my energy - ganon ata pag preemie, "attention seeker" crying as if there's no tomorrow, plus the fact that we don't have a nanny nor a helper at home.
my birthday wish was to have one nanny that will take care and love my kids the way i do, ito na ata ang pinakamahirap na hanapin sa panahon ngayon - but i'm sure our Good Lord will help me find one. dumagdag pa yung sister ko sa problema ko, biglang naisipan na mag-abroad, kahit na masyadong risky yung decision niya, i can't stop her from pursuing...
recently, i've noticed a lump on my breast, so i had to undergo mammogram screening and breast ultrasound last oct 7 - hopefully result will be negative, yet to be discuss to me this coming sat. i'm hoping and praying that this too shall pass, sunod sunod ang pinagdaanan ko - sana matapos na po.
to all my closest friends and blogging amigas, am asking again for your prayers - sana everything will be fine. pasensya na po at palagi akong humihingi ng favor sa inyo.
God bless us all!
3 comments:
happy birthday! may our good Lord grant you the desires of your heart.
i'll continue praying for your intentions (a nanny for your kids & a negative result on your mammogram test).
thanks Lit Coo, sana nga matapos na ang unos.
praying 4 u sis. Buti rin may outlet ka na
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